thinking to myself

things are changing- well, i would like them to be anyway.

i am ready for some changes-

sometimes its hard to really say what i want, mostly because im not sure what i really want...

-i want something new

-i want someone to care about

-i want someone to care for me

-i want an adventure

-i want excitement

-i want a challenge

-i want to be held at night

-i want to be comfortable with my life

-i want to live till i die

life right now is good- i hope it continues=

today i have been=

-listening to: Pink Floyd - The Wall

-reading: Chuck Palahniuk - Haunted

-watching: Charlie & Lola

-eating: Ben & Jerrys - Imagine Whirled Peace

-packing: for 6 days to cali. [please let me find where i want to be]

-missing: Tyler

-drinking: Pepsi, with cherry flavoring [not a cherry pepsi, yes they really are that different!]

-playing: with miles. he was taking some steps too :) im not sure if he knew it though-

-loving: life