DOG WALK

on Saturday 28th- Becky, Bryan and i went to the 3rd annual P.A.W.S Dog Walk!!!

we had so much fun!!! we took loads of pictures, and got to meet a lot of super cute doggies!

someday i want to have a pug dog, and we got to meet some!

we saw a lot of small dogs!

...and lots of BIG dogs!!!









i really had a great time! the dogs seemed to enjoy it too!

some racing dogs were there too! they had little fences they had to jump and a box thingy that gave the dog a ball when they hit it. the dogs knew what they were doing, they would run as fast as they could, jump all the fences, hit the box, grab the ball, and run back! it was way cool.

the funny part was, during the race, EVERY dog at the park was barking like crazy!!! but after the race was over, it was silent! it was silly- it was like they were cheering each other on- go dog go!!

it was a great last Saturday in St.George for sure!!! i'm glad i got to spend it with Becky and Bryan!

todays thoughts

i went shopping today- i bought 2 pairs of black pants and some black shoes.. no, im not going Goth..--- im getting ready to work at the restaurant!

i get more and more excited as it gets closer- but im also feeling very sad. very scared. very anxious.

im ready to get going, but i hope i dont ruin things. ruin things with my family, ruin things with my boyfriend, ruin things for me...

im getting scared, but i guess its supposed to be like that...

i have cried at least 5 times today. it feels better. my control is my writing. i am in charge of which words come first, i am in charge of when im done, i am in charge!

i am glad i have found what i need, to feel in control of what is going on.

i hope that i dont yell too much, that i dont get mad too much, that i dont ignore the real problems.

i hope that i can use my writing to feel in control of whats going on, that i can address any problems like a mature adult, that i can be comfortable in my real feelings.

rough week ahead

so it seems to be my last week in st.george.

hopefully for a while! im ready for a change-

my last day at Perks! was on friday, i might have cried.

jaechon, lori and heidi got me some going away gifts, very nice!

becky and i still have a few more things to sew, but i have the whole week to play-

im super sad to leave bryan, but im not leaving him, im leaving st.george...

my family came down for the weekend, dad brought a huge trailer. all my stuff fits.

even my queen size bed- woot-

the room im in now is empty, but my soon-to-be room is waiting for me to fill it.

im excited to be home with my family for the summer-

then mikey and i can move away.

through the little time we have spend together, we have noticed we do a lot of the same things.

example you say?! : easter egg decorating, we both had drawn lines the same way on our eggs, and colored them the same...

also, just a lot of random sayings we would say at the same time.

it just means were good siblings- we get along just fine.

my last college radio show will be tomorrow- im a bit depressed about that-

but if things go according to plan, there will never be a last.

becky and i have been crafty lately!

acoustic music just make things feel good on a rainy day!

acoustic songs/honey candy/comfty sweaters

home for the weekend

nephi is nephi- gran and i got here friday night, about 8:30ish-

we had lots of interesting talks on our way here. she told me about one christmas, she was about 12 years old, and she got a little dresser for her dolls, not a whole lot bigger than a klenex box. she said a few months later her brother Ray took it from her, and chopped it up like firewood. gran said she wasnt really mad, but she was probably very sad.

on saturday morning the 'Easter Bunny' came!!! (we had easter a week late this year) along with all the eater candy, i got a neeto bubble blower(see picture!!)! Mikey also got a bubble blower, but not at super sweet as mine- Heather and Celeste, AKA 'the Ladies', got hoola hoops!

Dad, Mike, Celeste and I went for a bike ride. now keep in mind, that the only biking i have done recently has been the the stationary bike in our apts 'gym'. so im not so used to being on two wheels. we only went a few blocks, just so i could get used to it. i was very wibbly wabbly. but i did get to wear cool gloves that matched my shoosies! the helmet did not match, but i was just borrowing my mom equiptment. rad. so perhaps just one mile for this short trip. later on in the evening, just dad and i went out again, just so i can get used to things! wich brings my total bike riding for the 14th up to TWO MILES woot!

we colored eggs yesterday, today we are going to launch them. its quite an event for my family. someday when i have a bit of time, i need to do a blog on my familys intresting traditions. ill post the pics after we launch our eggs.

Bryan and i tried ever so hard to visit each others towns on our Animal Crossing games. but for some reason, it wouldnt work. so we will have to try again- i am really going to miss Bryan. these next months ahead will really be hard.

Mikey turns 19 today!!! neeto!


the end.

today is a day

i am getting excited to go home- not really, but more excited to be done with work.

just a few more days, and so much more to do!

i took the day off today. i got my hairs did at Becky's hair school, we took away my semi-mullet. and took most of the blue out- it looks great!

ill post a pic of it someday. but Becky did a great job!!!

i also took a 4 hour nap, and had some disturbing dreams about gnome-mermaids. hmm, bryan suggested too much animal crossing. perhaps.

early day tomorrow- just 3 hours of work/training, the last training I'll most likely ever do for perks(yippie) 5:20AM-8ish. then off to sunset location to do some past due paperwork. lunch with bryan, back to work if needed. then off to Nephi for the weekend.

were having easter-after-easter-weekend. we didnt have it last, so we will have it this weekend.

weekend comes complete with bike-riding, egg-launching, and great-dalmuting!!!

also mikeys birthday-- #19 for him- woot-

morning mind mist

Becky and i bought material last night. were going to make our own bags- needless to say i didn't do so hot in home-ec... so i'm relying on Becky and her mommy to help me out. i think were going to cut our fabric tonight.

also i have about 9 days till no more working at perks!. and then prob 5 days then i'll move home to Nephi.

once i get to Nephi i'll be blogging a lot more. more time.

only 954.11 miles to bike this summer. how exciting!!! i'll defiantly be able to do it!

listening to the Pixies now, always good.

hottest boys in New York

I'm sitting here in my very messy room, listening/watching Newsies! ahh i love that movie- ahh spot, the toughest kid from Brooklyn.. what a hottie! ("never fear, Brooklyn is here") anyway, Newsies reminds me of a lot of people:

• Stephanie and Korianne (cousins), for introducing me to the bestest show ever.
• Lacy E. back from high school, after our walks home from school, we would either enjoy the singing and dancing from all the very talented boys. (she knew all the characters names! she was a true fan!)
  
• Keri N. from my WDW college program, we would watch Newsies over and over again, we would do our best to learn the dances and dance with the boys. even driving in her car, singing to the soundtrack at the top of our lungs...

ahh yes, i do love Newsies- i wonder how many times i have actually seen this movie? a lot. thats for sure!