work- update/ Dreams

today was my first shift being a waitress, i took tables and everything! woo- i think i did ok... there were a couple things i could work on, so i will!! but i had fun, the gals were nice to me, and they helped me out a lot.. that defiantly helped me feel more comfortable!!!

tomorrow i am going to go with mom up north, i don't really know what she has planned for us, i know i need some more black socks and perhaps a couple more pairs of black pants--- perhaps some Dream Dinners

we have 'Dream girls' here on netflix-- so im going to watch it tonight-- i thought it was great in theaters, so we will see...

not really too much else to blog, other than i miss my bryan so so so so so much- its such a difference to see him every day, spend all of our freetime together, eating all our meals together, everything together, then to move away... its just different..

i am so glad we are still together, we talk every day, and that helps!

i know that later on in our relationship, this will help strengthen us!

i love my bryan-


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1:48

i am too tired right now. i really dont want to write anything.. but i feel like i should- im listening to Modest Mouse... and reading random blogs- a couple thoughts keep me awake=

• my cousin had her second child the other day.
• my boyfriend lives three hours away from me.
• soon i have to be brave and take tables.
• my mom is driving me crazy... again.
• i wish i had more time to spend with my sisters.
• i still have a few boxes to unpack.
• im going to be tired tomorrow

this is something that i have to do for myself-

woot- i get to see my Bryan on tuesday!! woot!

tomorrow i get to go to work at noon, dressed in my lil' outfit!! (i even did some ironing tonight!!) woo! im not on the floor yet, still in training, but my goal is my the end of this week to be done with training!

my room is finally getting clean! i can actually walk on the floor now!!! it took celeste and i about 3-4 hours to go through boxes--- we came out with 3 boxes for the DI, and 3 large trash bags!!!

it feels soooooo good to have a clean room! and its not even that clean, but compared to what it used to be--- its amazing now!!!

yesterday the fam went to Lagoon to watch Celeste in a clogging competition... she did great!! we havent found out what the judges think yet though... but it just made me miss clogging!!!

Celeste, Hoovie and i started a 4 hour game of Monopoly.... now, if you know me, you know that i am banned at monopoly because i am a sore looser!! my family banned me many many years ago... but we decided to break out the board and paper money and give it another go.. disney monopoly of course!

hoovie got out first. then it was down to Celeste and i.. and it was rough!! but we kept it friendly, i ended up winning the 'money pit' 5 or so times, which is what kept me in the game!

at the end EVERY place had a castle-- the biggest possible, and Celeste and i knew the game would never end... so we just called it a finish... but truthfully, i would have lost everything in the next go-round....

it was fun though.

also, another new little tid-bit... i for the past 2 years i have kept meat out of my diet... but this past week, for some reason, i felt the need to have at least one bit of meat a day... fish sometimes, perhaps chicken, beef...

very different textures... i think i have decided to keep meat out for a while, unless i am at dinner and its offered.. or something... but i dont need to have it... it tastes good, but i can still get the same good tastes without the meat...

ok, well mostly im excited to see Bryan--- i miss him a lot!! but im a bit nervous about his drive.. its only 3 horus away, but he is on his motorcycle--- so its a bit scary to me--- this will be his first big trip!!! i know he will be ok though!!!

ttfn

another day

blah- today- not so much happened today but it always seems like so much--- i went into work today for a few hours-- about 3 or so-- watched some training videos, not too much-- then we had a two hour orientation meeting. i think they do one once a month. all the new hires get to go to it, we learned a lot. it was really nice for me to be on the other side of the 'training fence'. i liked it.

i miss my Bryan a lot!
i miss telling him my silly stories
i miss telling him my lame-o jokes
i miss him answering my questions
i miss his face
i miss his laugh
i miss getting him mt.dews on my way home from work
i miss waking up to a 'good-morning beautiful'
i miss his hands holding mine
i miss playing AC together on the couch
i miss watching scrubs together
i miss quoting scrubs with him
i miss forehead kisses
i miss my Bryan a lot!



i am still doing a lot of un-packing-- i have boxes to go through that are more than half way covering my wall--- i can barely walk on the ground-- my goal is to have it cleaned by the 14th, and have at least 7 boxes for the DI--- because having this much stuff is ridiculous!!!

but it really is nice to be home again- i have about 5 months here, then its off to the next adventure! i think it will work out just fine. im excited to see how things go, how things turn out.