water bottle

yesterday i finished watching 'the science of sleep'. i really enjoyed it, the soundtrack, the concept, the storyline. it was all good. last night all i could think/dream about was buying a 68oz water bottle i saw yesterday at Harmon's. so I'm awake now, and i don't think i would use the 68oz water bottle, but i really think i should buy it, i have no idea why but i cant let it go. i wouldn't be able to fill it up each day(with good water), and it just wouldn't really work with me... i don't know why my brain says i need one so bad. perhaps its my minds way of letting me know how dehydrated i really am.

i just went for a 2.15 mile stupid bike ride, on the exercise bike in our 'Gym'. it took me about 15 minutes or so. but yeah, I'm pooped, and obviously not cut out for it. but stationary bikes are harder than the actual ones. so i think I'll be ok during the summer. just 997.85 miles to go. blah- perhaps i should go buy that water bottle. we'll see.

already missing you

im going to miss my boyfriend. a lot. we will still be together. ten months without each other. different states. i love him. i love us.